Well that was a lot of fun. Not only was I reading all kinds of boring stuff (TOS type stuff) instead of watching Smallville, but stupid MySpace said I was ineligible to register. What's with that??
Okay, ewwwwwwww. If you watched tonight's episode of Smallville, I think you know what I mean (45 minutes into it)...... Yay!!! Bo Duke!!! So good to see him again. :)
Anyway, back to the annoying stuff. Maybe this is a sign. I'm not supposed to have friends. For the most part, I don't talk to anyone. I don't know why. I think I'm a nice person, easy to get along with. I'm available, too. Yes, I'm married, but that's not the "available" I meant. I don't have a job--someone can call or email me at any time, just about. People from my past wouldn't have a hard time getting in touch with me if they took some initiative. My parents are listed, and I've left my phone number and address just about every time I've gone back to the Auburn CoC. I rarely get instant messages from people who I used to talk to. I can hardly keep "friends" I make online. Yeah... and my sister couldn't care less about me, but I really don't want to go there right now.
And how annoying are the Old Navy commercials (or at least the songs in them)?
Yeah, I guess people change and grow apart. I just wish everyone didn't grow away from me.
Okay, ewwwwwwww. If you watched tonight's episode of Smallville, I think you know what I mean (45 minutes into it)...... Yay!!! Bo Duke!!! So good to see him again. :)
Anyway, back to the annoying stuff. Maybe this is a sign. I'm not supposed to have friends. For the most part, I don't talk to anyone. I don't know why. I think I'm a nice person, easy to get along with. I'm available, too. Yes, I'm married, but that's not the "available" I meant. I don't have a job--someone can call or email me at any time, just about. People from my past wouldn't have a hard time getting in touch with me if they took some initiative. My parents are listed, and I've left my phone number and address just about every time I've gone back to the Auburn CoC. I rarely get instant messages from people who I used to talk to. I can hardly keep "friends" I make online. Yeah... and my sister couldn't care less about me, but I really don't want to go there right now.
And how annoying are the Old Navy commercials (or at least the songs in them)?
Yeah, I guess people change and grow apart. I just wish everyone didn't grow away from me.
posted by Caanan at
7:45 PM
2 Comments:
Aw, Canaan, everyone loves you. The real world is a weird place. I don't ever talk to anyone anymore... at least, it seems that way sometimes. Just wanted to send you some love and let you know that I'm reading...
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Kristy, at 9:20 PM
me too. me too. same here. I totally see where youre coming from. losing touch with people can be hard, bc its like almost a personal thing or something, ya know? But its really not. people just grow apart. I have totaly lost touch with everyone. I last spoke to my roomates right after i got married, and i couldnt tell you where they are now, and we were tight. I never see anyone. So I hope that makes you feel better. its just esp hard if you have just moved and dont really know people. then when you make friends, you get preggers and low and behold its time to make more friends so your babies can play and then you probably move again....womp womp... sigh. anyway, Ill be praying for you to meet some new people. Its hard. I know.
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Ashley @ pure and lovely, at 3:13 PM
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